Falling Leaves

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lessons
      bruised and sore  
             from you 
                       between my legs 
      waiting for the next time 
             when you will penetrate my flesh 
      and teach me the lessons 
               that I have learned 
                                         till now 
      the lessons 
              that leave me lame 
      the lessons  
              that burn my flesh 
              and leave me wanting you.


snake
      fear 
                 eaten up 
      swallowed  by  a  snake 
           and 
                 fighting from the inside 
                           to get out. 
      struck by the venom 
                 paralyzed  and 
                   eaten up 
        inhaled 
                 sucked in 
           by  the  snake, 
            the  python  of  fear. 
      sliding into the pit 
                 the inner lining 
                    of the beast… 
      waking up in darkness 
                 stillness 
         no room to breathe or move 
              the noose tightens. 
              the fight begins. 
      struggling from the inside 
                 to get out 
      pounding the leather walls 
        digestion  
                 about to commence. 
      the snake 
        is pleased to 
          consume its quarry. 
      the quarry 
                 undead 
        and battling 
                            the python 
        from the inside 
                            out.


something lost
      we lost something  
                             tonight… 
      i'm not sure what it was 
      but I can feel it. 
                  something 
                         between us… 
                  a trust perhaps, 
      a belief in the honesty 
               and sacredness of the other...      a being true. 
        
      it happened quickly 
                 and I felt it 
                   move from my body 
                 just as swiftly and surely 
      as the 
             deer runs 
                            to quench its thirst. 
      we lost something 
                  and I feel the loss.


The game
      confused      and hurt 
                         and angry 
                                   with you 
                  for wanting her 
                             and 
                   pretending  
                            you didn't want her 
      when it was obvious 
                                      you did. 
      please don't lie to me 
      about lust 
                 because i understand it. 
      i wanted someone   tonight 
                 but 
      i played the game 
        and pretended I didn't. 
      you should have played the game 
                 because 
      now i'm hurting from watching you.
			
                            road way


We're Boomer Canadians
                     we're  Boomer Canadians 
                          we're not used to this, 
                     we're Boomer Canadians 
                          and we believe in peace 
                              at almost any cost. 
                                we weren't brought up to fight 
                               and defend our country 
                               (except on video games), 
                               we don't really know how to wave our flag 
                               and sing our anthem proud 
                                                                          and 
      bold 
                                         and be          patriotic, 
                                     after all … we might insult someone 
                                               or infringe upon their rights. 
                                       our parents knew the ghastly deeds  
                                                                            of 
      war and more 
                                         and spoke in muted terms of death 
                                                and lambs slain on the fields, 
                                                          of mothers, fathers, 
                                                            brothers, sisters, 
      friends, 
                                        laid alone to rest in 
                                                           countries far from 
      home. 
          but us…  
         we're the Boomer Canadians 
            we're not used to this, 
                  terror clamoring at our doorsteps 
                    reliving the murder of thousands     dressed like us 
                              through our television sets 
          watching over and over      and over and over 
              making sure it's not an evil dream  or 
                    newly released action movie. 
                    us…Canadians 
                              we light a candle and pray for peace 
                                                         and empathize, 
          we pray not to be the prey 
                    for we aren't used to this 
                              and truly don't know 
                                       the wages of war.
            leaves


worlds apart
        I was thinking of you 
               and wanted to write, 
          so I sat down on the bench 
                                         still wet from the rain 
                                                   and began … 
        the waters were calm 
               and the crows were calling 
                                                   greetings 
                        to all who would pay attention 
                          on the morning airwaves, 
        I listened to the distant crickets 
                and watched  
                                   a sowbug 
                                    crawling laboriously 
                  on his own meaningful mission, 
      and wondered 
               how 
                        we can be on the brink  
                                                    of war 
               when     nature is at peace, 
                         how can we      be 
                                   on the brink of war  
                                   so terrifying in possibilities 
                 when 
                             nature is at peace? 
               boaters were out on the lake 
                 my neighbour mowed his lawn 
                   and the clouds were gently gathering 
                                                     without a sound. 
      and then 
                         the rain began to  
                                  fall 
             and I was forced to retreat indoors 
      as the crows halted their cries 
         the sowbug took shelter 
        and the crickets hid  in silence. 
               this poem is for you… 
                         the world 
                            is still beautiful 
                though our countries speak of war.